Personal: In a scale of a 1 to 10, how much you deeply love the person?

This question struck a chord in me. Because, I strongly believe reasons are never enough why you fell in love, and a number is never the measures of how much you deeply love a person. You fall in love and it happened. To say how much you love a person, is immeasurable.

I am not talking with people whom I used to talk to, and I don’t know why, maybe my reasons are shallow and I wish not to speak of it. Maybe there is something wrong with me or maybe there is something wrong with them.

I am writing this piece, maybe to cope, maybe also to escape the reality I help shape.

I hope that I’m not slowly ripped off with the things I’ve worked hard for, how I wish I was not, that would be a double heart break.

I wish not to write anymore, but a good friend has told me, I need to work on with this gift. I don’t know if it really is a gift. Or do I have.  I wish not to talk about the scale of how much love or the reason I fell, it just happened. And I cannot find my way back, I’m lost.